To fast to respond

This week went by fast, kind of nice. I think my perception of time is finally starting to be normal again. All the paperwork is done for the divorce now that the classes are done. So now it's just a matter of time. I have already felt divorced for a month now so this is more of a formality where my heart is concerned. The hard part now will be living here for at least the next four months. I'm ready to get on with my life and leave her behind. I've started to refer to her as my ex now. It was weird the first couple times I forced myself to say it. Someday, sadly, it will feel entirely normal. I still am having a hell of a time letting go, I just loved her too much. I feel like its going to takes years to completely get over her. I sure hope not but that is what I feel....