Small update

I think often of updating my log but lately, as in since I moved out in September, I've been really busy. I have a new place and it's fantastic! I have my son only 5 days every two weeks but I sometimes get to see him during off-times as things are 'friendly' with my ex. I have put a lot of energy in my new job which is great. And a lot into home decor for my place. There is a fun artsy aspect to it I rather enjoy. I hang out with friends every week. And I spend a lot of time thinking and dealing with all this pain I have from how much I loved my ex. She is going back south to more than likely visit her destined to be husband number three, and such a wonderful start they have in conspiring to cheat and lie behind the backs of her family and now former husband! I truly wish them all the best but I have learned a good lesson in all this.. You make your own hell and/or heaven but sometimes it is made for you too. In my ex's case screwing up our family and affecting my son for the rest of his life is certainly an indicator of the hell to come for her. It's really just choice that leads us to said environs. I'm not talking about the afterlife, just metaphors for how ones life can be on earth due to the choices they make. Anyway, things are well for the most part, just wishing I wasn't so messed up over all this. My ex doesn't deserve all the energy I'm having to put into dealing with the fallout from when she tossed me aside...