More Grief

My wife and I are separated now. It's been two and a half weeks since her fathers death but that isn't the reason. We started drifting apart before that and I could have stopped it but I was blind to what was happening. Now it's almost too late. I love her so much. I will regret losing her for the rest of my life. Sure in time the pain will heal and hopefully I will find another. But I really believe she was the one for me. Maybe I'm just being a silly romantic, clinging onto fantastic notions of love. This world seems a whole lot colder and darker now. Someday I will heal. Someday light will return. I have faith in God and in myself.